Faith

There is few things i encounter Him recently. My spiritual ears are more sensitive to Him. I want to keep it and make me keep closer to Him.

1. Recently God give me something cool in my life. At first i don't really believe it. I said God, i need more confirmation. You know what? The 1st confirmation came to me tru msn message. My God is technological God. He is true. I believe that there is more confirmation coming to me soon...
2. Preparing for Cell Group Cameron Highland outing recently. Until yesterday we still found that there is some deep problem in transportation. Honestly to says that i didn't put much effort on prayer in this thingy. I apologize. Last night, i kneel down before Him once again and pray for this. He told me what? believe in Me, I going to prepare everything for you all..go and rest ba..that was around 1am..I don't think much and just go rest at 2am after chatting with AhBeh'. This morning, EeFung told me that someone might lend us his car and make our outing smooth. although it still not yet confirm but i believe and i can proclaim by faith that we will not have any transportation problem anymore.! I believe in God. He prepare everything for me.

My God is Awesome God. No one can compare with Him, and he is the only one. I'm here to testify His greatest work and His greatest name.

Amazing

流泪了..这是感恩的眼泪...

太多东西我说不出口,

我只能说祂垂听了我的祷告,

我也经历了祂的作为.

但我还要更多.

我告诉你...我的神, 无"神"能比.!

Amazing....

只为袮而活

2006年: 为这一首歌谱曲. 林志伟传道作词. 同一年, MYPPW MINISTRY在曼绒教区主办了第一次的倒数敬拜赞美( 07 MYPPW countdown worship conference), 主题为只为袮而活. 弟兄姐妹热烈的回响, 把当晚的聚会所坐满, 超过500人出席, 青少年人占多数. 许多的青少年人在当晚回应神的呼召, 这一生只为主而活.

2007年: 因着神的感动, MYPPW决定开始策划并推出第一张专辑, <只为袮而活>.

2008年终, <只为袮而活> 终于出炉了. 荣耀归主名.

2009年八月25日, 我在听着这一首歌<只为袮而活>. 从一开始为这首歌谱曲到现在, 听过这首歌的次数早就超过数百次甚至到千次. 我相信这首歌里头从满着一种难以想象的力量, 祂在不断的提醒我.

曾经我已经忘了我的方向, 祂所托付给我的. 直到上个星期六的青年崇拜, 祂提醒了我. 曾经在无数次的聚会中向祂说出了承诺, 这一生只为祂而活. 不管前面的路多么难走, 我都要走下去. 我相信祂会带我走. 祂为我所做, 所付出的比我难了好多好多倍, 甚至付上了自己的生命.

对不起, 过去我背叛了袮. 我答应, 我会更爱袮, 当当只为袮而活...

15 Malaysia

New Gigs....

Just came back from Sri Petaling as I had joined MYPPW prayer meeting and gathering at Permais Methodist Church last night and i over night at my brother Kelvin's house. At the same time enjoy some very cool new stuff....hahaha...let me tell you more.

Last night after the prayer meeting, we just play out some songs to warm up our team musicians fingers..but the Bassist was not around, so i just picked up the bass guitar and play around. Atlast, i manage to play a song together with our band...hahhaa...sounds quite bad...hahahhaa..anyway, it is the 1st time i picked up with this instrument and i manage to play some technics, so consider not bad edi la...hahaha....

After gathering, just went to Kelvin's house together with B-chai(which also know as Samson). I tried to install the latest version of Logic Pro, Which is Logic Pro 9. I tell you what, IT IS GREAT. with a lot of new electric guitar amps and effects. Fuiyoh.... although i don't really know how to play electric guitar, but it is useful for me to do music arrangement. Let me show you some photos of new version of Logic Pro, and here is just part of the guitar amps from Logic Pro, still got more and i can't capture it all...have a look...

Logic Pro 9

Logic Pro Guitar Pedal Board

Logic Pro Guitar Amp 1

Logic Pro Guitar Amp 2
Logic Pro Guitar Amp 3

Logic Pro Guitar Amp 4

Logic Pro Guitar Amp 5

Logic Pro Guitar Amp 6

Logic Pro Guitar Amp 7

Logic Pro Guitar Amp 8

When i came back from there, just get a another gigg...Electric Guitar. I wanted to try out electric guitar for quite a long time already (actually i wanna to learn musical instruments as much as possible) and this time, Brother Nick lend me his old electric guitar as he had bought a new want last few months..so, here is the thing..

It looks little bit old, but i dun really mind it. as long as it can functioning well, then i will pick it up and play already, JANJI ADA BUNYI..hahahaa...anyway, gonna try out all these things together with my new audio compressor after my exam....i tell you, it is COOL......CAN'T WAIT..@@!!!!

In Prayer We Serve

In Prayer We Serve - MYPPW

在耶稣基督你我相遇

感谢主的恩典你我彼此同工

一同在主爱中成长

我们谦卑的学习

虽有低谷时

但相互关心

让我们不再退缩不再畏惧

刚强壮胆为主来梦想

同心走在十架路上

我们齐心的努力

创造更美的爱的故事

In Prayer We Serve

我们总要警醒祷告

勿要殷勤心里火热

常常服侍主 为主而做而活

In Prayer We Serve

我们立了新的志向

这一生中为主摆上

勇敢的前进 宣扬主爱

我是基督精兵 我们共步往前进

我们永不灰心 基督精兵 前进

In Prayer We Serve

"傻瓜, 我们都一样..."

傻瓜是不是没有感觉呢? 受过了伤却很快就忘记自己曾经受过伤. 我想傻瓜并不是没有感觉, 只是他比其他人来得更勇敢; 勇敢接受一件曾经伤害过他的事而从新在他生命中发生. 明明知道感情伤害过他, 他却很快的投入另一段感情. 难道他忘了过去在感情中怎么样被伤害过吗?受了伤,却又不投降...

感情世界来来去去不都是一样吗? 总是会有人被伤害. 付出了多少代价却又如何? 一样还是会受伤. 我多么希望感情世界里会有例外, 傻瓜所付出的, 得回他应得的; 被人疼爱, 被人珍惜.

很多时候自己是多么想能够成为傻瓜, 不知何故的再踏入一段感情. 可是我不能. 太多警戒了. 脑海里所存的, 很多都是对自己不利的. 多么希望自己是一个傻瓜, 踏入一段新的感情, 被人疼爱. 我能吗? 她在哪里呢? 我看不到. 我不想再一次同一时间伤害她和我自己. 我做过傻瓜了....

离开

看到你们所有人的合照, 令到我更想从你们抽身而出, 离开这一帮的朋友. 我总是觉得自己总是不在你们一群人里头...

我不开心, 我真的想离开...

什么时候回来?

"什么时候你会回来?""when are you going to come back?".....

最近时常都得到这样的问题. 开心,因为家乡的弟兄姐妹,亲戚朋友们都还没忘记我.哈哈哈...可是乡亲父老们哪,等等吧.小弟在吉隆坡的时间有点忙, 而且考试也靠近了, 再加上巴士费也起价了. 所以阿, 要等到九月中, 考完式后才能回去咯...

我也很期待回去能够见到你们....:)

新的compressor

一直以来都很想拥有一台Audio Compressor. 什么用途? 用途广泛, google it...hahaha...

一向来Compressor的价钱都很辣, 最烂的都需要超过RM500.记得噢,那是最烂的噢...几天前,就去了Musician Outlet一趟,见一见老朋友,format电脑,然后再参观一下朋友的录音室. 到了那里发先到原来有一台新的Compressor要清货. 我就贸贸然的问了价钱, RM200. 不想太多了,杀.!!那简直就是他们拿货时候的本钱. 他们要清货只是因为那台compressor在那间店已经很久了. 而我一直都很想有一台,然后学习使用. 

Behringer Composer Pro MDX2200

买了Compressor, 就call一call 一位录音工程师的朋友,目的只想了解怎么样把Compressor链接到我的电脑.当我call了他的时候,他告诉我,其实他有几台Compressor打算要给我.har?!haiz....太迟了...无论如何,他也帮了我很大的忙. 过后就决定要去马六甲见他一面,然后向他买一条Y 式样Cable.

昨天,和Kelvin,两个人就在中午的时候下到马六甲.大概有一年的时间没到马六甲了.之前因为一直要到哪里录音,所以就时常到马六甲去. 到了那里,就找了一间鸡饭粒饭店,然后就两人共用半只鸡和10粒鸡饭来当午餐. 吃了过后,就直接去到朋有的录音室 Gecko. 见一见朋友,聊了一下,发觉到神把他的境界扩张得很多了.一年没见, 他属下的公司也出了好多新的产品. 这些产品也让我大开眼界. AMAZING....

神啊...我也要.我也要向像他一样被袮来扩张他的境界..!!

神的美意

我真的不知道要从何说起,但我此时此刻的心情,除了感恩还是要不断的感恩. 

自从印尼回来了之后,一直都很想有机会和他们通电话,联络彼此.可是我是了好多次,怎么打也打不通他们那里的号码. 直到刚刚我在Facebook上知道Proskuneo的院长今天生日,我才想起打电话回去给他. 可是怎么打呢?我试过很多次了还是不能.这个时候,让我想起一件事.

几天前,我的电话不见了. 当我上网去查我的电话单的时候,我发觉到有其它人用我的电话拨电话到印尼.(他只花了几毛钱)[感恩]...我就尝试用哪一个电话单里的号码,然后把他转换成Proskuneo的号码,然后尝试打给院长. 感谢神,我只尝试打了3次,我的电话就顺利且成功的被瑛娜姐(Proskuneo的其中一个同工)接听了.好兴奋,好开心.突然间有说不出来的感动.很想念他们.

虽然不能亲自想院长说声生日快乐,可是我依然感到感恩. 神很恩待我.很快的问后他们之后,我就挂上电话了.现在的心情, "感恩","想念".

因祸得福,因为电话被偷, 而我却能够从电话单里想到办法联络我印尼的弟兄姐妹. 我只能说, 神总是在每一件事情上有他的美意.

失常的一个晚上

不好意思，今晚的Samson有些失常.为什么？？

• 平时少喝咖啡的我，今晚特地一个人出去喝了咖啡。(咖啡对我没有效)
• post了两个有点不正常的话题在Facebook上。

"对于刚才的事情，我真感到对你很抱歉。我只能告诉你对不起（虽然你再也听不到了）。对你的伤害，我于事无补。我真的做不到任何的补偿。对不起..."

"香蕉和苹果相恋后，会有什么结果呢？"

哈哈哈哈哈...自己都觉得很好笑。很开心。目的？让自己开心。XD

神袮自己得着荣耀.一切颂赞，尊贵，荣耀都归袮。

我只是袮手中的器皿。我所做的，并不是出于我自己，乃是出于袮。

唯有袮配得这一切。

帮助我，远离骄傲，学习更加的谦卑。

我要更爱袮....

圣经解码

Eternal life : J31617(约翰福音3：16-17)

Prosperous life : J1010 (约翰福音10:10)

Blessed life : DEUT281314 (申命记28：13-14）

Victorious life : R1211 (启示录12：11)

Beautiful life : J2911 (耶利米书29:11)

Answered pray : J333 (耶利米书33：3）

神有正面答案 God has a positive answer

在一場船難中，唯一的生存者隨著潮水，
漂流到了一座無人島上。
The only survivor of a shipwreck
was washed up on a small, uninhabited island.

他天天激動地祈禱神救他 能夠早日離開此處，回到 家鄉。
他還每天注視著海上有否可搭救他的人，
但卻是除了汪洋一片，什麼也沒有。
He prayed feverishly for God to rescue him,
and every day he scanned the horizon for help,
but none seemed forthcoming.

後來，他決定用那片帶他到小島的木頭造一個簡陋的小木屋
以保護他在這險惡的環境中生存，並且保存他所有剩下的東西。
Exhausted, he eventually managed to build a little hut
out of driftwood to protect him from the elements,
and to store his few possessions.

但有一天，在他捕完食物後，準備回小屋時，
突然發現他的小屋竟然陷在熊熊烈火之中，
大火引起的濃煙不斷向天上竄。
But then one day, after scavenging for food,
he arrived home to find his little hut in flames,
the smoke rolling up to the sky.

最悲慘的是：他所有的一切東西，在這一瞬間，
通通化為烏有了。悲痛的他，氣憤的對天吶喊著：
「神啊！你怎 么可以這樣對待我！」
頓時，眼 淚 從他的眼角中流出。
The worst had happened; everything was lost.
He was stunned with grief and anger.
"God, how could you do this to me!" he cried.

第二天一早，他被一艘正靠近小島的船隻的鳴笛聲所吵醒。
是的，有人來救他了。
Early the next day, however, he was awakened
by the sound of a ship that was approaching the island.
It had come to rescue him.

到了船上時，他問那些船員 說：「你怎麼知道我在這裡？」
"How did you know I was here?"
asked the weary man of his rescuers.

「因為我們看到了信號般的濃煙。」他們回答 說。
"We saw your smoke signal," they replied.

人在碰到困難時，很容易會沮喪。
不過，無論受到折磨或者痛苦，都不用因此失去信心，
因為神一直在我們心裡面做著奇妙的工作。
It is easy to get discouraged when things are going bad.
But we shouldn't lose heart, because God is at work in our lives,
even in the midst of pain and suffering.

記著：當下一次你的小木屋著火時，
那可能只是神美妙恩典的表 徵而已。
Remember, next time your little hut is burning to the ground
it just may be a smoke signal that summons the grace of God.


在所有我們所認為負面的事情，神都是有正面答案的。
For all the negative things we have to say to ourselves,
God has a positive answer.

你說：「我累了。」
神說：「我讓你休息。」(太11:28-30)
You say: "I'm too tired"
God says: I will give you rest (Matthew 11:28-30)



你 說：「沒有人愛我。」
神 說：「我愛你。」 (約 3:16 & 約 3:34)
You say: "Nobody really loves me"
God says: I love you (John 3:16 & John 3:34)

你說：「我做不下去了。」
神說：「我的恩典 夠你支持下去。」
(林後 12:9 & 詩 91:15)
You say: "I can't go on"
God says: My grace is sufficient (II Corinthians 12:9 & Psalm 91:15)

你說：「我想不通。」
神說：「我引領你前行。」(箴 3:5-6)
You say: "I can't figure things out"
God says: I will direct your steps (Proverbs 3:5-6)

你說：「我做不到。」
神說：「你什麼都做得到。」(腓 4:13)
You say: "I can't do it"
God says: You can do all things (Philippians 4:13)


你說：「我不配。」
神說：「你配。」 (林後 9:8)
You say: "I'm not able"
God says: I am able (II Corinthians 9:8)

你說：「這麼做不 值得。」
神說：「做了，你馬上就會覺得 值得了。」 (羅 8:28)
You say: "It's not worth it"
God says: It will be worth it (Roman 8:28)

你說：「我無法原諒自己。」
神說：「我原諒你。」 (約壹 1:9 & 羅 8:1)
You say: "I can't forgive myself"
God says: I Forgive you (I John 1:9 & Romans 8:1)

你說：「我是窮苦的。」
神說：「我供應你一切所需。」 ( 腓 4:19)
You say: "I'm poor"
God says: I will supply all your needs (Philippians 4:19)

你說：「我害怕。」
神說：「我所賜給你的不是膽怯的心。」 (提後 1:7)
You say: "I'm afraid"
God says: I have not given you a spirit of fear (II Timothy 1:7)

你說：「我常常在擔憂、受挫。」
神說：「放下你的重擔，我為你承擔。」 ( 彼後 5:7)
You say: "I'm always worried and frustrated"
God says: Cast all your cares on ME (I Peter 5:7)